Don’t mess about. You have one and only one life. There is no afterlife and there is no reincarnation but most important there is NO heaven or thankfully hell.
Don’t waste your life on silly things or setting yourself up for upset. If it happens then move on knowing that life can take on any road in front of you.
It is such a shame too many people take their lives thinking there is no hope and yet some of them think they are heading for a great afterlife. Well big mistake because we have one chance and after it is over, well it is over.
Make the most of your life. Living is precious, and it is for you and you alone.